Wednesday, June 24, 2009

The Goddess, the Darkness and the Silence

By Julius Lewis

The foreknowledge to be acquired when we are talking about the Goddess or better yet, The Feminine Principles is to know that we are going deep, very deep I might add – and the deeper we go the darker it gets. The surface, we know is superficial, and superficial it is, indeed. The deeper one goes the closer one gets to reality as well as the darker it will be.

First, let us try to contextualize a misconception, there was no such thing as a moon goddess. The moon is not a goddess it is just a representative, a symbol, an emblem of a Greater Feminine Principle.

She controls every form of water – water is magnetic. The sun likewise, it is just a representative, a symbol, an emblem of a Masculine Principle not a god. The sun is the major distributor or storehouse of both forms of light; sidereal and terrestrial – fire is electric.

They are both, among other in the womb of space while space itself is in the womb of the Great Intelligent Feminine Principle. To begin with, Darkness has always been stronger than light and silence has always been stronger than sound, both of these are Principal Feminine’s Principles.

Their understanding gives rise to the belief of the Goddess who was the principal deity in many a land in ancient times which was supplanted by the northern mind-set, left brain cognitive influence.

As disoriented as this might appear to modern logic, in today’s abstract thinking the study of darkness, silence and the Goddess reveals a different reality only the deep broadminded abstract cognitive individual can see.

In other words, when one says Goddess rather than God the former is deeper, much deeper than the latter. The foreknowledge to be acquired is to know that there is a school which I will call the “PTU”.

We take a moment to realize that things are not always as they look and just sometimes the key will come from elsewhere or one has to look deeper to find the key. PTU in this case will be understood from right to left - Universal Teaching Power – a subjective circular school verses the objective square school from where we came.

In passing let me say that we wrote spiritual documents predominantly from right to left and sociopolitical and socioeconomically documents where written predominantly from felt to right. This was the breath of our thinking’s – ambidextrous.

PTU is a circular “word” when one reads it from right to left and pronounces it from left to right - hence we form a circle. Let us pretend that the right to left represents the real and the left to right represents the illusion – nothing can exist without its opposite and at the same time they are one.

The fact that it is three in one is of mere coincidence, or should it is synchronicity, then, it will be of immeasurable importance.
Before we take a look at The Feminine Principal’s Principles, it is important to see how we are connected to the universe and what activates the divine nature in us.

This is analogical for if we were to get a proper or deeper understanding of The Feminine Principle in all of us. So called man is hotwired to his maker through the breath and the right side of the brain. We know that the breath – that circular ladder is our main connection to the universe and the right side of the brain is hotwired in the slow deep breaths.

In other words our highest calling is answered by the right side of our brain and the right side of the brain is activated in the deep slow breaths. To say it in another way, deep slow breaths calm one down as it activates the right hemisphere of the brain.

We are told repeatedly to take deep breaths when we are agitated, upset, angry, and the like, as anger and shallow breathing need a certain rhythm or frequency to operate effectively. That is to say, shallow breaths and negative thoughts have a wholesome and consentaneous relationship to our detriments.

The deep breathing will break the rhythm – of course it mainly depends on duration of such. Needless to say the more deep breaths one take the closer one gets to her maker. Here is a list of some of the characteristics of the right brain left brain cortexes. This fact is of capital importance.

Right hemisphere Left hemisphere
Intuition Intellect
Imaginative Deductive
Subjective Objective
Timeless Historical
Multiple Sequential
Abstract Logical
Nonverbal / Art Verbal
Holistic Analytic
Metaphoric Rational
Existential Differential
Simultaneous Successive
Continuous Discrete
Vertical Horizontal

The “word” PTU beautifully expresses the concept or rather the paradox in knowledge. In other words you can learn from the subject – who is in boundless harmonic relationship with the Creator, or you can learn from the objective school – man, a book, and so forth. The arc of the PTU is directly directing us to the direct direction and how do we know that? It was not made by man. That is to say it is the truth above the truth.

When one looks at the fact that speech is on the left side of the brain, and silence/ art is on the right side of the brain this give weight to the belief that the Creator is the Unspeakable. Coupled with the fact that sound was born from silence and it must return to silence.

Silence like darkness (and we will get to that) cannot be made by man – one can only keep silence. So if silence is on the right side of the brain, and if silence is stronger than sound, and if silence cannot be made by man – not only is the Creator The Ultimate Silence, The Unspeakable, The Unutterable, but as the ancestors said; “our highest form of praise is a moment of silence” – to this day we keep a moment of silence.

Bear in mind that silence is a feminine principle – it is non- active. History tells us that Gandhi would keep a day of silence a week – in honor of the Great Unspeakable, The Ultimate Silence, The Unutterable.

The Gnostic Christians, among others, before they were annihilated, they held a non compromising stance that the creator was unmovable, unutterable who created and controlled the universe with the power of thoughts. We know too that they held their women in the highest of honor.

Like silence, the study of darkness reveals a different reality that only the abstract mindset can see. To begin with darkness is source less light, or what one might call motionless light, this does not sound to accurate as darkness seems to be moving in the presence of light- but the idea is there.

Darkness is the form of all forms. Unlike light darkness has no source. Everything forms one in the darkness only in the light there are differences, distraction, distinctiveness, divisiveness, diffraction, disaffection, disharmony, diffusion, deviation, discrimination, disposition, dismembered and so forth.

Again the ancestors tell us that the Creator is the impenetrable darkness from which light emanates and must return. As sound is born from silence and must return to silence, in like manner light was born from darkness and it must return to darkness.

Science tells us that; “nothing can pass or penetrate the Black Holes – for to do so it must be traveling faster than the speed of light and nothing can travel faster than the speed of light”. Science continues; “the Black Holes are so dense they bend light”.

It is of capital importance to notice that the light comes from the darkness part of our eyes and it must return there for things to be revealed in the darker darkness of the so called brain.

It is the brain that sees not the eyes – science says, and we know that. Darkness like silence cannot be made by so called man. Light is active, dynamic it is masculine and it must have a source. In addition, for there to be light it must be aided by air or moisture, darkness can stand alone, inside and or outside.

Darkness is feminine; it rejuvenates us at night when we are still – as seen, stillness is synonymous with darkness and silence. The darker the night the better the sleep – this must be understood in relations to the city and away from the city areas.

We held a non- compromising stance that the sun is just a transformer transforming the energies from the planetary atmospheres into electromagnetic waves and projecting them back to the planetary atmosphere.

And not a burning star as science would like us believe. Our concept is in harmony with nature as everything goes around and is dependent on another and another and so forth.

And we know that electricity runs east west and magnetism runs north south which symbolizes to the ancient mindset the crucifixion of the sun twice a year during the so called equinoxes – as day light and night “lights” are equal, and when the electricity and magnetism is of equal proportion in the human body.

So the concept of the sun/ son from the virgin womb of space being crucified on a perpendicular tree constructed by the north south alignment of magnetism and the east west alignment of electricity and or the nailing of the horizontal body on the vertical spiritual tree predates Christianity by at least 10,000 years.

We will recall it was that understanding that led the Chinese to invent the compass – an instrument which the Europeans seemingly perfected. We have drifted a little.
The eyes are always in motion, jumping from one object to another.

It is the prime factor for the fall of man – it is predominantly what the eyes see the heart desires. The eyes create forms, if there are no forms there are no desires. “Man will pay for his desires and ignorance by being caught in the cycle of birth and rebirth and rebirth until he learns to transcend both-to be reborn and undying” The Hindus say.

So far we have seen light, motion and speech are masculine principle and they are in tune with the left side of the brain. The mind, where our evil thoughts originates, is forever chatting and moving back and forth from the past to the future or vice versa. It hardly ever stays in the present – the Now.

The eternal power of the present or the “Now” is not in harmony with the short life span of the mind. Science tells us we have two poles of thoughts; namely, discursive and intuitive. It is masculine, chatting and moving. So speech and movement fall in its domain - they are synonymous.

That is what the PTU is revealing to us without speech. One of the lines that came down from the ancestors regarding the brain cortexes is: “She shines from the right with no speech”. Speculation, of course, guesswork to be sure that Egyptologist has very little concept of feminine and masculine principles as it relates to nature and the interconnectiveness with philosophy – as to shine is a masculine principle.

Properly speaking that should read; “She reveals from the right with no speech”. Permit me to drift a fraction or two again. Throughout written history never has it been possible as it is now, to compile, combine and compare a combination or large body of ancient writings. This fact is complex.

To name a few, for one, our writings have recently been deciphered after the murder of our scribes in 391. Secondly; recent discoveries like the 104 psalms found in Kemet written centuries before the supposed time of David, the Dead Sea scrolls, and the 1945 immeasurable discovery of a library of Gnostic Scriptures that were discovered in a cave in Nag Hammadi in Kemet.

That is to say, history in its many forms has always been written by the victors, but the victors have to have bitten someone. Now some of the “someone’s” get to speak for themselves. And what a voice it is? This is where I insist that history is not lines in a book etc – it is a force and it is coming.

In time, I will, devote myself wholeheartedly in acquiring knowledge if I have not already. The PTU tell us that 90 percent of our thoughts, if not more, originate from images, symbols. We convert images/ symbols to words. It tells us that 90 percent of our memories, if not more, are images / symbols.

The PTU says 90 percent of our dreams, if not more, are symbolic. Words are ambiguous, they are the biggest illusions there will ever be – not a word in any language is actually the thing, maybe with the exception of symbols – words just point to a thing, a concept and the like. Words are the lowest form of communication – that is what we were supposed to use for so call man – not our maker.

The Gnostic for one insist that the creator is always at rest, unmovable who created and controls the universe with the power of thought. That concept was called Logos, not the word as some would have it. Not logic as some would like to believe, but the idea of ideas, the thought of all thoughts - the uniqueness that sprang from the same, all with the power of thoughts.

And even words have to be symbolized. The linguist Ferdinand de Saussure says; Language is an arbitrary and unreliable cultural conduct”. The alphabets are linguistics and phonic symbols. But symbols, nonverbal - art are not only on the right side of our brain, symbols are the language of spirits. Symbols are an expression of the truth a priori of the transcendent.

PTU has taught us that the root comes from the womb of the seed. The seed comes from the womb of the fruit. The fruit comes from the womb of the tree. The tree comes from the womb of the earth, earth is in the womb of space and space is in the womb of the great Intelligent Goddess – The Ultimate. (And if man is still coming from woman today there is nothing in the PTU to make me believe otherwise, as a matter of fact, there is an expression which says; “belief is false” Plato say: “belief are toys for kids”.

We ought to know not believe as the Gnostic says. So I will go with what I see and to dispel any misunderstanding when in doubt, the decision goes in favor of the PTU).

Science tells us that energy always moves from the positive pole to the negative pole. The woman’s positive sex pole is her breast; her negative pole is her Vagina. The man’s positive sex pole is his penis his negative pole is his breast.

So the Universal Teaching Power PTU is telling us that the woman’s positive pole is higher than the man’s positive pole, at our highest level of physical production - reproduction. And remember there is a spiritual counterpart of a physical reality. We know too that in the sex act, the man is in motion while the woman is motionless, he rising and falling while she is still waiting – in part she represents the unmovable.

Waiting is part of the feminine power this might explain why she is on the slower side when getting dressed – she outlives man, her strength is hidden, man’s strength is exposed – man is seemingly rushing to his death. This is why I say if there is such a thing as death, then excitement is what kills man; it is possible that what we now call life might as well be death.

As a general rule man is more incline to rush to move to search to discover to invent and the like – he start with what is already created. She is more imaginative, intuitive and holistic among others, creating or organizing the home/ and the like. History tells us that one of Socrates’ teachers was a woman Diotima.

Pythagoras said: “Women as a sex are more naturally akin to piety.” It was a woman, his daughter Damo, that he entrusted his writings. One of his disciples, a woman, Arignote was the author of a book called “The Rites of Dionysus” and other philosophical works. Aristotle, a sexist, a slave master, and possible a racist, had a very negative view of women.

“The woman is an infertile male”, said Aristotle. We know he left in his will that they should not sell his slaves but keep them thinking that freedom is always just around the corner. We know too that he had a very strong influence on the Pagan and Heresy hunters.

The Gnostics, we know, held their women in very high esteem. They were fully involved in the vibrant, sophisticated spiritual Gnostics teachings. This fact alone was fuel for resentment and antagonistic statements and behavior by those masculine egoistic, Pagan and Heresy hunters who saw them as a threat.

The Gnostic, (like the so called “Pagans – Free Thinkers”) philosophies were grounded and founded on an individualistic form of spirituality. This concept was not a very lucrative or marketable one coupled with that fact that they could not buy into the concept of an envy, and sometimes an angry God moving left and right and talking black is white, when their Goddess was forever at peace, unmovable and unutterable that created and controlling the universe with the power of thoughts.

That is to say; A Goddess so powerful, she does not have to move. A Goddess so confident she does not have to speak. A Goddess so strong she can create with the power of thoughts right where she is. This concept synchronizes beautifully with that of the Hindus and Buddhist – “she is sleeping”.

Such is the depth of her power to create and controls the universe with the power of thoughts while she is asleep. This brings to mind a very interesting conversation between Amanda, Buddha’s brother and Buddha. Amanda said; “throughout the years I have watched you sleep after your enlightenment, you don’t move at all. You stay in the same position all night until you are awake.” Buddha said; “I have only move once, then I realized that there is no need to move”.

Such a level of spirituality was demonstrated in his mental tranquility and control over his body even while he was asleep and he was just a man. This is undoubtedly one of the most powerful concepts we have heard regarding the creator.

We say in the golfing world; “I’ll take that” or “I’ll take it” when our golf shots ended up better than anticipated. A Goddess who is so powerful and confident – she is forever silence. A Goddess so powerful she does not have to move or even speak to create – she creates with her thoughts while she is a sleep. A Goddess so strong- she is impenetrable. I’ll take it!

This makes perfect sense with the Eastern Philosophy, “thoughts create illusions – forms, and no thoughts are the real”. Therefore the real have to awaken within or beyond the illusion of form and name, that is to say, the so called body is actually a tomb and a womb.

It was the death and resurrection that took place within that they called the “Christ” – a spiritually awaken one. The Gnostics were flabbergasted, and sometimes with staring bluntness they laugh their egocentric religious rivals for taking their crucifixion and the virgin mother and child story so literal. They went as far as calling it a religion for people who are in a hurry.

It was a mystical, philosophical, mythological and allegorical crucifixion. Their concept was never historical. Like I said, what a voice it is?
When the Greeks tell us that odd numbers are masculine and even numbers are feminine – that may be logical – left brain, but not abstract. Hereinbefore mentioned she is “motionless” at our highest level of physical production or reproduction while the man raises and falls – two motions.

We know that the physical only points to the spiritual, the real woman is immaterial; she is what we have come to understand as or our concept of sub consciousness. Consciousness is masculine – active. Knowledge is the penis. I sometimes prefer to conceptualize the mind as the spiritual vagina – calm down now, only in the sense that it has to be opened to receive the knowledge.

A better metaphor, of course, is you may want to see it as an overly protective dad with the wrong motives. Either way, as the ancestors said: “Our mind is like a veil that comes between us and our maker and only knowledge can reap it in two”.

This is the deeper meaning of male female relationship – sex – the two becoming one. Or what the Mystic might call the sacred marriage. In other words the body is actually a tomb and a womb simultaneously. In the deepest of sense man quest, is, in part to become a woman – to give birth to his higher self through self knowledge.

While I speak to you she is waiting – that is all she knows. She is waiting for us to learn spiritual knowledge subjectively. She is waiting to be penetrated by consciousness – knowledge - the penis – the active principle.

We should stop toying with objectivities,” lips stick”, “eyes shadows” and the like and go deep and connect with the silhouette – the real, the stillness, the peace. She is waiting to bring forth a son – “supper consciousness” the real sky – new awareness.

She is waiting for us to return to the womb of darkness from where we came – when we were fed before we were hungry – when we were alive without the breath. Now, now, now, man is anyone who is moving anyone one who is raising and falling – I will let you intuit this one on your own.

As men, from childhood, in the mornings we awake and find ourselves with an erect phallus. We must have been somewhere in or around the feminine principle in one form or another while we slept, as the physical always reflex the spiritual. That is to say there is always a spiritual counterpart of a physical reality.

It is very likely that she is breastfeeding us through the breast - our negative pole, and that energy is returning to her in the form of sexual contact, reproduction. All told, maybe it is a wee bit deeper than that. One thing is certain the nurturing power of darkness – is our prime revitalization, rejuvenation and in a sense a recreation of ourselves.

It has been said that in a distant past we treated our woman with greater respect than we do today – if or when we do today at all. This is why we called the sex position with the woman at the bottom the missionary style when we saw the missionary or strangers in the sex act it was not originally our gig.

To us it looks egotistic, dominating and so forth. We held the position that physically she is weaker or more delicate – therefore she should be on top. Her intuitive, imaginative and creative strength is hidden while man’s strength is exposed. Let’s put her on top again.

As a byword we should look through the lens of nature to reclaim our collegiums to authorize or reauthorized ourselves again and break the chains of authority, ecclesiastically, socio-politically and socioeconomically, as Hammurabi would say; “for all coming generations”.

That is to say what you make law no man can abolish. Let us realize, epitomize, symbolize, and contextualize The Greater Feminine Principal’s Principle that is omnipresent. It is time to reorient ourselves to the Goddess who is so powerful she is unmovable – she does not have to move or to be awake, even, to create. A Goddess who is so confident she is unspeakable. A Goddess so black she is impenetrable.

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